July 4 Instagram Update

Thank you to everyone who has reached out, the texts, the phone calls, the flowers on my porch, the cards, the company, the space,

The donations, sharing posts, the love, his friends memorial they started on the corner of Phillipi and Morris hill, the memories, the tears, the pictures. I’ve read every message even if I haven’t responded, they help. I can’t do much. Grief is heavy and Wolf is the only thing I’ve ever done right. He’s my only baby because he was too perfect - I didn’t need another child because he was it - he was perfect from birth. I remember when he was born, I slept sitting up with him on my chest for the first three months because I heard that would eliminate risk of SIDS and I would do anything to protect him. He would always complain about how protective I was, but I didn’t care. Now I realize there’s nothing you can actually do to really protect them. Half of me is gone, and I told him not long ago If anything ever happened to him, I would die so my spirit could find him and I would never leave him. I’m at a loss. I don’t understand life. If there’s a god, he must be more terrible than any devil. I last night I visited the memorial his friends created on the corner where the accident happened. I brought Wolf a Baja blast zero sugar and even took a drink because wolf always tried to get me to drink them but they are disgusting. I don’t know what to do. I promised him I would always be with him, and the only thing I can do is sit here on the grass outside the coroners office just so I can be close to his body. To Wolf’s friends - as I prepare for a memorial for him, please send photos you have of and with Wolf and songs that remind you of him … maybe that you would listen to together via email to Kristinwildly@gmail.com (make sure you spell my name with an i and not an e at the end).

On Monday, July 6, 2026, mental health support staff will be available at South Junior High School from 8:00 a.m. to 1:30 p.m. to provide assistance to any student or staff member who would like to talk, ask questions, or simply spend time with someone during this difficult time.